Recovered, yet not recovered

Went to study w WB at bedok lib today.
Forgot that his exams ended today,
so sorry to make him accompany me in the lib.
Sometimes, i feel that i am a chatter box,
once triggered, i cant stop.
That's how i feel today. X:
Actually, i am not that introvert, lol.
A great companion, haha.
Apparently, i have been slackened in my revisions.
Oh well, where's my motivation? ):
After the revision, i went to have sub w buddy.
Haven been seeing him for quite some times.
Its good to have catch up abit.
But when i am alone,
my mood turned 360 degreee,
back to the blues.
My heart is no longer the same after the breakup.
Nothing can fill the emptiness,
and the overwhelming sadness hidden beneath.
Can this be OVER soon?
Kim fu called me for my schedules,
and he was still so thick skin -.-
Oh well, hahaha.
Miss bickering with him, LOTS.
Good luck for OB tmr.
I shall mindguard myself from HIM.
JIAYOU WINN!

Apparently, MICRO RULEZ ME INSTEAD

Us @ swensens marina sq--

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Had Micro paper today,

and totally screwed it because of someone.

Distracted by the fact that he was actually the one who started the prank. -.-

And damn, ruined my paper for someone not worth.

Had lunch w ingah and yushan.

And surprisingly sat beside Caroline in the library.

We studied for like hours there.

Bored, but yeah we chatted abt New Moon Lols.

Met Xiao xuan after her exam,

and we practically couldnt stop catching up.

Missed her larhs, and hahaha really enjoyed that.

Sry girl, distracted you from studying.

We went Macs after that,

and continued chatting LOLS.

Feeling dead beat, but i still am online.

Because am hyped up by all the msn convos.

Vid call alvin and cheryl dar. <3

First week of holidays FULLY BOOKED.

Wonder how should i spend my christmas?

A lonely one this year?

Or an angel will turn up?

Hahahas...

OB OB OB!

Lets rulez MICRO tmr =D

I wish i wun feel like so sucky whenever i think of him and her(s).
I wish i can turn back time and have never met him.
I wish my heart dun feel the tremendous hollowness--

Apparently, I made a fatal mistake to crush on him.




Its has became an addiction to talk to Earthling on msn.
-- Fellow Plut-ian Uran-ian

The last journey to Moon

Since the time you abducted my heart,
I seem to lose my focus and myself.
I told myself endless times not to fall for you,
but i guessed i have started to...
until you stopped right in front of me and
signalled " You sucks, I rather date her than you"

My heart froze and cracked into pieces the next moment.
Was the temperature at Moon too low or was it me?
Was it delibrate or on purpose?
Mars boy, I may mean nothing to you,
but you hurt me with your alien jokes,
or rather your alien comments.

Mars boy, i like your love for creatures.
I like the serious face you have.
I like the unforgettable smiles you flashed.
I like your gentle-alien-ness sometimes.
I like sharing food with you.
I like the moment you stand in front of me on elevators.
I like every moment beside you.

But you left me alone on Moon again,
like how you left me on Earth after abducting me from Pluto.
This time, silly me will wake up and not yearn for your return.
Mars boy maybe you deserve other girls that you think are much better than silly me.
But certainly, I dont think you deserve silly me.
Thanks for the first and last journey to Moon.
I will wait for my Pluto Boy.
And yes, i know you have alot of Mars girls in mind.

Bid you good bye, Mars Boy.
I wish now my heart can stop bleeding.

Byebye Mars Boy

Ytd was a ... day.
It suddenly rained so heavily when i was going to sch.
Ended up being splashed by the moving cars at the traffic light.
Rah, i was wet outside in. ):
Even my bag, my books, my jacket.
Went to sch w Leon,
and we were late for lecture.
But who cares actually.
BCS sucks.
But thanks to wj and leon the previous night,
I rmbed most of the stuff.
Even though, i failed my vlookup again.
Bryan lent me his jacket during the test,
that's so nice of him.
But Ingah is the nicest, as always,
she waited for me till 6.08pm.
Apparently, the lesson ended late.
And the fear tcher and us had when the 1st row of computers started to reboot.
Its like we are facing a time crisis,
thus tcher just skimmed through my paper.
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What a nice prank arh, guys. -.-
But its so NOT funny.
Met ana on the bus, though.
Leon is SO going to get it from me on mon.
Watched New Moon at Suntec,
and went pepper lunch for dinner.
Cai and allen -.-
Sickening guys' thoughts.
Apparently, the big square did not have the time slot,
and i hate the tower maze.
I survived the icy cold theatre,
and the sorrowful plot of New Moon.
That kind of pain was so familiar, so vivid, so REAL.
Because, once i was in it too.
When the whole world seems to leave you alone,
when you lost everything in life when he was gone.
Those heart wrenching nightmares.
That i suffered alone.
No comforting dad, no hugs, no dream catcher.
This is my life, 
the terror i have gone through,
and on going nightmare and the ambuigity future.
Jacob is really hot.
But this is definitely not the kind of fairy tale love story i will wish for.
Btw saw tp open house advert during sneak preview.
1 word, Stunned.
Lol.
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Perhaps.
Its not mutual.
Perhaps.
I am just one of your choices,
but to me you are the one.
But,
I will not allow myself to be hurt again.
Now,
I know what i should do.
Good bye,
MARS boy.

One spark starts the fire

...Is the blog title of wl's blog.
But i totally agree haha.
Cos 1 spark also starts love from burning,
till the seas dry up and rocks become rotten.
Lol, i actually linked it to love philosophy.
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These few days after school went Leon's house to study.
Apparently half the time was having fun, hahaha.
Talked cock, say cheers -.- and play ta di.
Wj and Sansan super comical.
And Leon and WJ pawned me in ta di.
ARHHH ):
You guys, better wait arh.
But thanks to them,
they enable me to find back fun memories during sec sch days,
when i hanged out in my friends' houses.
Esp tc, ml and serene.
I still rmbed tc cooked maggie mee for me,
her mum's superb nice prawns and beehoon,
serene and her drinks (must finish if nt cannot go home );),
ml and her boardgames.
I miss those days so much!
Pucca's mini birthday celebration today.
Haha, love sparks again.
And my french test is screwed, yarh ):
And BCS test tmr, damn thing.
And thanks leon and wj for th good luck tmr arh, LOL.
And love MSN these days,
kept me so busy, but engaging at night :p
Pepe hahaha.
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The date to moon, my dear.
Good guys are worth the wait.
But good girls are worth to cherish.
LOL. (:

MARS boy

Apparently I have 3 tests for the next 3 days,
but zomg here am i blogging.
Went Changi Airport today with the rest.
Saw a lifeless lizard on the way to police station, YUCKS.
I hate lizards!
Ate Popeyes :D
Enjoyed the eating session with some of my classmates.
Actually who cares about politics?
At the end of the day, everyone are still friends. (:
Waited for my mum to dismiss from work.
And went back home and slept till 7.30pm.
RAHHHH!
Die already larh, my tests...
And yes yes i know, i am going to mug now.
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MARS boy, IMY!
You abducted me,
and left me alone on PLUTO the next day.
Now i am no longer an EARTHLING,
but a PLUTON.
Will you remember our date to MOON on friday?
Hahaha, apparently you remembered.
And it made my day! (: